For Cindy Starfall, porn is the poetry of rebellion. It's also an outlet for expressing long repressed, sexual desires. Growing up, Starfall's life was defined by other people's rules. Under such conditions, many people abandon themselves and conform. Others break free and create their own rules.
Starfall came of age in a wealthy household in Vietnam built on her grandfather's success. Instead of a luxury, Starfall saw the estate as a prison. Beyond the physical walls, she was confined by the traditional life she was expected to lead. Her only solace came when sneaking off the compound or masturbating in the bathroom with the shower-head while her nanny stood outside the door. Her break from this life came when her mother tried to set up an arranged marriage. Starfall refused and was kicked out of the house.
At 15, Starfall found herself at an all girls Catholic school in Oregon. This environment offered its own set of rules that Starfall could not abide. Her first sexual experience happened in the school's lunchroom with another girl.
What was your corporate day job like when you started moonlighting as a webcam model?
As an adult, Starfall found herself stuffed into conservative business dresses, working in the bureaucracy of a corporate job. In 2011, she started webcam modeling at night. When her employer confronted her about her side career, Starfall quit the corporate world and began freelance modeling. In March of 2012, after meeting a Hustler executive at a swingers club she frequented, Starfall shot her first hardcore scene.
My corporate days were a bit boring for an adventurous personality. Every day was the same routine of recording numbers, sales statistics, keeping track of inventory and marketing budgets. It wasn't the worst job in the world, but I don't do well with the same routine every day. I constantly had to watch all of my dirty jokes
to make sure they didn't offend anyone since the corporate culture is really conservative. Did you ever discover how the HR department found out you were webcamming?
According to HR personnel, a complaint letter came in with my webcam pictures on it. It was from my old client. Her son supposedly recognized me and he told his mom that I was a webcam girl which I thought was weird. Well, I guess he was a very honest son. I knew something was wrong the moment I got the call, "Please report to HR office." I felt so bad and rebellious and I kind of liked it.
I kept my freakiness undercover so most people never thought I'd ever become a porn star
. People never really know what to expect from me. I like to keep my life exciting and full of surprise. When asked about your celebrity crushes, you've listed muscular action stars like Vin Diesel, Sylvester Stallone and Arnold Schwarzenegger. Is it safe to assume you have a fetish for large, imposing, muscular men dripping with testosterone who can toss you around during sex? Do you think this preference is at all linked to a desire to be with the type of alpha males who are leaders and who can physically protect you?
Wow! You're absolutely correct. I do love being with alpha males, not boys! I have a very strong personality and strong sexual desires. I need a big man to handle me in every aspect of life and be my protector. In bed I want him to toss me, spin me around, and make it really rough for me. Because I'm such a slutty freak, I'm pretty much open to anything my man has in mind whether it's handcuffs, outdoor sex or anything else. You seem to have shot a lot of scenes with large black men like Mandingo and Lexington Steele. Do you think you are paired with these men because your petite 4'11" frame makes their dicks look even larger? Realistically, is there a physical limit to how much of their giant dicks you can take?
Luckily, I do get paired with many legendary large cocks
which I love. Without porn, I would never be able to experience such huge cocks. My favorite porn category to watch is "Big Dick" and I was very happy to make those type of porn movies. I always joke on set about how their cocks are way bigger than my face. I'm a curious cat so when other girls fear big black cocks, I see an opportunity to experience something new.
As far as physical limits, I like new challenges such as in New Sensations
' "I Love Big Toys #35." I don't have the exact measurement of what would be too large, but I just love feeling my pussy stretch wide open and wrap around that cock. What swinger websites do you cruise? What do you look for in the profile of a couple you want to hook up with?
I browse a variety of swinger websites including Lifestyle Lounge and AshleyMadison.com
to satisfy my married man fetish. With swinger couples I pay attention to their personality, lifestyle, rules. I personally don't have any rules but surprisingly some couples do, such as no kissing. I usually pass on that one because kissing is a huge turn on for me. I usually go for what I want so when I find someone attractive, I often send them a message and arrange a quick lunch to test the chemistry. Then we either call it off or get it on at my place. You've described your family growing up as very strict and judgmental, particularly in response to your appearance. Do you think part of your motivation for getting into porn was to prove them wrong, to have fans all over the world affirm your beauty?
Yes, growing up I was always known as the odd ball in the family because I'm tanner, shorter and curvier than the rest. I always got looked down on since I often didn't follow the rules and snuck out all the time to hang out with my girlfriends who came from a lower social status than my family does.
I never doubted my beauty because even though my family never accepted it, I always told myself I'm beautiful to get through the day. Yes, part of my motivation for getting into porn was to prove them wrong but not to have fans affirm my beauty. It was my message to let them know that I'm doing just fine being on my own, supporting myself, and having fun with it. Happiness has never been an important part in my family. Everything was about money and status. I might not have as much money as I had when living with my family but I'm truly happy doing whatever I want without having to obey any rules.
You've said that you have a fetish for sleeping with random strangers. What is the most random, or memorable, sexual experience you've had with a stranger?
I do have a big fetish for random strangers. Most random was with a stranger on the freeway in traffic. During traffic sometimes, I get bored so I play with myself with one leg up. This guy in the right lane caught me. I thought he was handsome so I smiled at him. I gave him a signal to get off on the next exit. He followed me to an empty parking lot. We said hi then I started kissing him because I was so horny. We had steamy sex in the backseat. It was a win-win situation for both of us. He got laid and I didn't have to wait in traffic.
As an Asian actress is there more of a demand for you to do bukakke scenes? Will you ever film one?
I have never had a bukakke scene before but I would love to experience it soon. Very nasty and I love feeling like the biggest slut around. How many times have you played the part of the Asian masseuse who gives an x-rated massage?
My career started with my first scene for Reality King
as an Asian masseuse. I absolutely lost count of how many times. MANY! I think it's a big fantasy for most guys. I enjoy fulfilling their fantasies whether it's working in a massage parlor or being a naughty schoolgirl.
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